i will make you proud.

I thought of you today,

but that is nothing new.

I thought about you yesterday,

and days before that too.

I think of you in silence,

I often speak your name.

All i have are memories

and a picture in a frame.

Your memory is a keepsake,

 from which I'll never part.

God has you in his arms.

I have you in my heart

I'm in love.

I'm in love with my missionary.

I am so proud of him for serving the Lord

and for being who he is!

Being home isn't easy;

But I am so proud of him for going back out.

He will be here for another week,

but he'll be ready to go back out there;

kick butt; make me proud; make his family proud;

and make the Lord proud.

In the mean time.

I have a goal to better myself for him

and for the Lord.

I'm going to go to the temple once a week.

and read my scriptures every night.

Shawn is growing so much

and I need to be at his level when he comes home.

He makes me  proud;

I will make him proud.

I'm the luckiest girl in the world everyone.

Believe me.

I love that boy with all my heart.

Words wont even do any justice to explain

how grateful I am;

how much I love him;

and how lucky I am.

521 Days until he is home in my arms.