Jusss thinkin'-

I'm laying in bed, it's 10:50 pm, thinking about what I should blog about next. Nothing is coming to me. So maybe I can just type what's on my mind. Let it all out.

Well first off, I'm sick of saying goodbye to Shawn. Why can't we just skip the next 61 days and be married already? Its tough waking up in the morning thinking 'Oh I can't wait to see him in 12 hours'. I can't wait to see him first thing when I wake up. And then once 7:30 pm hits, I'm the happiest girl in the world because the next 3 hours, it's just me and Shawn. And nothing in this world can get between us. The world stops, and it's just pure bliss when I'm with him. I always text him saying 'Babe, I just want to snuggle'. That's my favorite part of the day. Getting out of school and falling into his arms.

Alright, what else is on my mind? The wedding. Of course. We're getting a lot done. I finally finished engagement picture shopping today. I don't know why I'm so nervous and stressed about engagements. I think it's just because you get one day, and they better be perfect. That'd suck to hate your engagement pictures.

Ya know, I'm really glad I waited for Shawn. I was a stupid girl to have doubts while he was out and to be worried. Now that I know how happy we are, I'd do it all over again. A million times. Thank GOODNESS I never do, but I would. As long as I get him for eternity. I was thinking a lot about that today while I was driving, or had down time at school. He's too good to me and I'm so happy. As some of you know, I dated while Shawn was out. And I'm so glad I didn't end up with one of those guys. Even though they had no chance against Shawny, it's still blows my mind that I even 'wasted my time'. We can all argue that I guess. I learned a lot and I learned that Shawn is my perfect soul mate. But still, those boys are lame. I'm just glad that even through the hard times, I always stayed strong. The Lord kept his promise to Shawn. When he got set apart as a missionary, his blessing said, "As long as youre obeying the rules, everything at home will be the way you want it when you get back". And he kept His promise to me. I prayed every.single.night that our love would become stronger and stronger. and it did. and at times, it was tested. but it never crumbled. It NEVER went away. and I'm so grateful to have such an amazing man that loves me and has so much patience with him. Who 'held my hand, and held my heart' for two years. Even though at times, he probably wanted to walk away. Ladies and Gents, I'm the luckiest girl in the world. You all just THINK you are. I could go on and on about this, but really, I just feel blessed. If you didn't know this already, I am so glad I waited :) I wouldn't want it any other way. When Shawn was cuddling me tonight, he kissed my cheek before he gave me a kiss on the lips. He has no idea how much that meant to me.

My time management sucks. All I want to do is plan my wedding. And then if I'm planning my wedding, I just want to go to school and get school done. But then I go to school, and I just want to be with Shawn. and then when I'm with Shawn, I want to stay up all night talking to him. But then I wanna wake up early to work out. Then its the morning, and I want to just sleep in. And then I decide i just want to go tanning. and while i'm in the tanning bed I think, what should I do to plan my wedding? and the cycle starts all over again. It's fine guys, I'm way organized. HA!

Well I'm tired, Night.

xox

He's too good-

I never thought I could be this happy and so in love. I can't even begin to tell you all how glad I am that I waited for Shawn on his mission. He's the most selfless man I've ever met and so sweet. He's such a hard worker and I already know he's going to be the best husband in the world!

Yesterday, I was laying in bed. It was 7:30 am, and I always wake up to text Shawn while he is getting ready for work. I know that sounds silly, but he goes to work all day and I go to school so we don't talk. So if I want to talk to my fiance, I have to wake up. The first thing I thought about when I woke up was: I HATE WAITING ALL DAY TO SEE SHAWN! I can't wait to get married and see him right when I wake up. Because right now, we don't see each other til about 7:30 or 8 at night. It's hard. Because then he goes home/I go home at 10:30. I can't wait to say goodnight to him instead of goodbye. 66 more days.

Last night, we were at Landmark and a lady came up to me and Shawn and said,  "What do you two want most out of your marriage?". and Shawn's reply was perfect. "I want to always have great communication, and everyday to just get better and better". How did I end up with such a great guy? He's too good. And I want the same thing. I want to always be falling in love with eachother. And I know we will be that way because it's how it is now. Every day, we are more in love. That might sound cliche but it's true and it's amazing.

I want everyone to find love. It's the best feeling in the world.
I can't wait to spend every single day and night with him for eternity. I can't wait to be his bride.

Homecoming Video

Did I not post the homecoming video?!

Someone commented and told me I didnt! ahhh

Here it is!!

http://vimeo.com/57047681

Grown up stuff-

It's weird. We're like, adults and stuff! I'm getting ready to graduate hair school, Shawn found the most amazing job in the WORLD and we are getting ready to move on with our lives as Husband and Wife. (that sounds too good).

Shawny started his job yesterday and absolutely loves it! He is working at IHC and it really is the biggest blessing. Not only is the pay fantastic, it has incredible benefits and it'll look awesome on his Resume when he applies for Med school. I miss Shawn all the time now. Even though we aren't together during the day anyway, (because I'm at school), for some reason it sucks even more now knowing he isn't home and he's a working bee all day. Why can't we just be millionaires and be together all the time? I'm so glad he got this job though and most importantly, I am so glad that he LOVES it.

I'm working my tail off at Cosmetology school. I'll be done this summer and can't wait to be out doing hair. I love what I do!
I also have a job interview Thursday at a Hair Salon as a receptionist so we are crossing our fingers I get this amazing job to pay the needs while I go through school!

Shawn and I did round 5 of apartment hunting yesterday! Still no luck. But I know that the right place will come at the right time. So if anyone knows of a play Layton-Bountiful Please let us know. (preferably Centerville/Bountiful area)

Well, that's all folks. Wedding plans are great, everything's great. :)

Catching you up.

I'm the worst blogger ever!
I need to be better, sorry! Shawn and I have been having so much fun planning our wedding. And when I say we I mean I. haha. He just nods his head and says, "Yeah babe, sounds great". I have such a great fiance. The other day, my mom and I went out and bought a bunch of frames from the DI and Savers and then we got paintin'.

They turned out so cute! I'm lovin' the blue. These will be on all the tables with engagements inside. 

We have so much more to do, and I'll be sure to post our crafts on my blog! 

Shawn and I also had fun on Easter! We have an Easter egg hunt at my house every year, but this year we didn't search for eggs. We're too old!! But my parents had a great idea to have a money egg. All the aunts and uncles put there money together (30 bucks) and then they hid the egg. Shawn and I were going to find it no matter what! We need date money ;) And guess who found the egg?? I did :)

Oh yeah and did I mention I'm marrying a skater boy?