Still in love.

Hey everyone!!

I haven't blogged in a while, and mainly because I dont really know what to blog about.

WEIRD.

I just haven't had anything huge happen lately.
But I want you all to know that I'm very much in love with my missionary still :)
I love waiting for him because I know that I get him forever in the end.
He's perfect.

Something that I've realized lately is this:

There are millions of people in the world.
Millions of boys that COULD make me happy!
Millions of boys that I COULD date.
Millions of boys that COULD love me.

But there is ONE boy that makes me the happiest.
there is ONE boy that I want to MARRY.
and there is ONE boy that loves me more than anyone could ever love me.

I'm so lucky everyone! I dont know how I got him. But everyday I am so grateful for what we have and what god blessed me with.

I love Shawn more than anything and I cant wait for this wait to be over :)

Happy Reminder

Everytime I look at my whiteboard in my room,
there is a happy reminder from Shawn.

Permanent Marker.

Its not going anywhere.

I miss you. 

Faith over fear.

Enough said.

We can do anything.

We've worked so hard to have what we have.

We have something that people search their whole lives for.

Everyday I thank my Heavenly Father for sending me

my miracle.

Shawn is the best thing that has ever happened to me.

I will never take him for granted.

He makes me happy.

Happier than anyone's ever made me.

He has everything I've ever wanted and more

in a man.

I'm so blessed to have him in my life.

I can't thank him enough for making me who I am today.

He's made me a better person.

You all should be jealous.

Because somehow,

I ended up with him.

I dont know how.

I dont think I'll ever know how I ended up with him.

But I'm so happy that I did.

I'm the luckiest girl in the world.

If it's something you love, you don't leave it
If it's something you care for, you keep it
It's never too far, it's never too late
To tell someone "you're the only one"
And even if it's hard, just never give by
If you love someone, then you try try try
I won't let go, I won't give up
And if we fight, we'll only fight for us
Might not have much
But what we got is more than enough
'Cause what we got is love

-Try Natasha Bendingfield

Wisdom Teeth

Just got my wisdom teeth out and boy does it suck!
I told Shawn last Monday that I wasn't going to be able to email him the following week
due to surgery.
But I got home, and I felt fine! So I got on the computer to read the emails from him and
I emailed him back and sure enough he was on for another 20 more minutes.
and for that 20 minutes, he was able to take away all my pain I was in until I could take medicine.
and trust me, that pain was nearly unbearable. But lucky for me, I got to talk to Shawn for just a couple minutes.

It sucks not having him here to take care of me.
When I was at the surgery, before I went in, there was a couple being all lovey right in front of me.
He was there to help his girlfriend and it just made me wish Shawn was here to help me!

When Shawn got his wisdom teeth out, I was there the second he got home to take care of him!
to help him ice his face, and get him whatever he needed!

Shawn is so cute. When we were emailing he kept telling me how bad he wished he was here to take care of me and how sorry he was. He just is the cutest! I wish he was here, laying next to me, watching movies, eating popsicles!

Its day two of recovery and I'm feeling lots better. Still really sore, but I'm more loopy than anything! I hear day 3 is the worse, so we'll see how tomorrow goes.

And yes to answer the big question,

I'm getting chipmunk cheeks.
If they get bigger, I will post a picture.
But for now,
just enjoy these ones!

If you dont have good ice packs,

corn and peas work great.

Hahaha. He is gunna kill me for posting this picture.

He is soooo cute!!

Eventually

You are more than worth it.

I miss...

I miss being in your big, strong arms.

I love you Shawny.

simple reminders.

I love being reminded about how perfect my sweetheart is.
This may sound silly,
but tonight the main topic at work was 'Divorce'.
Sick right?
Every lady that I worked with tonight has been divorced.
Did you know that 64% of the population is dealing with Divorce?
That got me thinking.

And the more I thought about it,
the more disgusted I got.

"I'm never getting married"-is what I thought.
But then I thought about Shawn.
I got the most peaceful feeling I have ever felt since he has been gone.
I love those silly moments when something whispers in your ear,
"He's worth it Em."

I'm surrounded by it everywhere I go.
When I'm working in the salon:
                     i cant wait to one day cut HIS hair.
When I'm working:
                    i cant wait to show my coworkers this amazing man.
When I'm driving:
                     i cant wait to drive around with him again holding hands.
My bestfriend is married:
                     i cant wait to move out to South Jordan and be married couples together.
When I'm making me food, shopping, sleeping, listening to music, laughing, etc.

Everything points to Shawn.
My FUTURE points to Shawn.

And whenever I think about it,
there is no one I'd rather spend my life, and eternity with.

"What is she thinking?! She is only 19 years old!"
Yeah? I'm sure your mom or yourself was married at 19 or 20.
I'm not that young.

But I AM in love.

I'm in love with Shawn.

So after work, I said a little prayer in my heart, thanking my Heavenly Father for blessing my life
with the most amazing man in the world. Someone who loves me unconditionally, someone who sees past my imperfections, someone who accepts me for me and makes me wanna be a better person, someone that is so special to me and special enough to miss so much, someone who would NEVER hurt me, and has offered me the world. I love Shawn so much and no one will take him away from me.

Distance can kiss my butt.
Because its only making me love him more.

And
same with the divorce topic.
i've got an amazing man.

I wont.

I refuse.

I will wait.

Thats a promise.

I love you Shawn.

73 days til the year mark.

He still loves me.

I'm far from perfect.
I've made mistakes, I've learned from them of course, and he still loves me.

Relationships are far from easy. You have to work at it everyday.
I have the most forgiving, caring, loving man a girl could ever ask for.

I seriously, do not know how I got so lucky!

He's my everything.

Isnt he handsome?

I miss him so much.

i love you babe.

Cool stuff.

Just got back from a much needed get away with the family to

St. G

Me and Ty went to the St G Temple.

So pretty.

I love temples.

Shawn loved it when I sent him this picture.

His two favorite people! :)

Wanna see something cool?

Check out this picture.

I can't believe how fast time is flyin;

for now.

I can't wait to be with you again in 15 months babe.

I miss you SO MUCH.

and I love you!